A noob student...

A noob student...
so suck!!
3 year gone,still the same... lazy... delay work... late... i'm a NOOB STUDENT!!
where my study will?? i think is gone... and forever gone... where the will to study...
2.5pointer so low... how to chase... i tried hard before the time but always ended up failed...
Now i fear... always received jpa warning letter every end of semester... i guess... jpa gonna stop paying me...
jpa contract had a rule,if failed to score 2.5 above that mean will end me up... not only that,maybe need"Ganti Rugi" rm100k... walao... my parent sure suffer... i hate this,wish it won't happen...
But this new sem i still like the same.... "WYZ, u're so lame!!!"... i hate myself... i hate been neglected by top students... i hate the eyes that how they look down at me...
if u ask me... Do i like my course... i'll answer u... "yes,i do"...bcoz i like to work and self-develop in biotechnology field... "but,dun knw why...i hate to study many many engineering stuff... hate memorise many formula... dislike to do math... hate many noob lecturers..."
"i need change!!!"
this words had always said by me...since 1st year...
So,what wrong with me??
i am really a problem student... nobody can help me... nobody... eccept my soul...
haiz...haiz...haiz... stress oso useless...
but i try never give up... that's what i can do...
just hope to maintain if can make it up a bit.... score more B,say no to C!!!