有些人假装坚强 却是真的爱你

有些人假装坚强 却是真的爱你
-by 低调南



有一些人
貌似很花心、其实很专一
貌似很坚强、其实比谁都要脆弱
貌似很开心、可是笑容背后的哀伤谁又能懂...


其实很多时候
这一类人都是在自我折磨
明明很爱很爱对方
却宁愿心痛的死掉
也选择任眼泪随意放肆...



其实很多时候
这一类人很好懂
他们很害怕孤单
因为一个人的时候
他们会胡思乱想
他们会想起那个没有结局的故事
会想起那个模糊却又清晰的脸庞
因为一个人的时候
他们会觉得很没安全感
他们的要求总是那么的低
只要爱着的那个人陪着他们就好...



其实很多时候
这一类人都很敏感
都很容易猜疑
一个眼神、一个动作
都会让他们神经兮兮一整天
所以不要让他们恐慌
不要让他们伤心



其实很多时候
这一类人都在感伤
不是他们多愁善感
只是容易触景生情罢了
他们喜欢用文字来刻写他们的心情
这也是他们的一种寄托方式...



其实很多时候
这一类人都处在矛盾之中
是继续还是暂停？
是放弃还是坚持？
看似感性的他们
却往往于最后...
总是让理性驾驭整个思维...



其实很多时候
这一类人总是活在过去
他们总是不经意地在现在的生活中找一些似曾相识的感觉
虽然他们自我约定要忘记过去
可是他们忘了...
过去早以在脑海根深蒂固...



其实很多时候
这一类人害怕看见别人的甜蜜
不是嫉妒
只是会觉得和以前的自己好像
然后会陷入整个回忆
待过往的疼痛唤醒自己的意识
再一个人慢慢舔舐自己的伤口...



其实很多时候
这一类人都很执著
有时候不明白他们在坚持着什么
他们是在期待那个没有结局的故事的结局还是在等待更大的伤害
他们就是傻



这一类人
脾气太臭、不仅任性、而且敏感多疑
所以请用真心对待他们
因为他们的心脆得很
伤不起……


就像我!!

final year....

is hard...is still the same... is relaxing in the dead end... confirm to die!!! and... nothin to write...

BROWN

"BROWN=You are active. It's hard for other people to become close with you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get something, you give up and let go easily"

The words above is copied from a pretty friend of mine...
I wondering this colour is very suit to descibe me...


thatz why i still in SINGLE....

I met an aunty during my promoter job, she told me : " if u think u're the kind of 'flower-heart' minded, please keep urself in single, coz u will make gals hurt...wait until u're stable heart,then only go for it..."

BROWN also can decribed my dairy life...everybody should have one DREAM or one aim to be targeted, and very specific... but me even have two three or more thought in my mind, this make me no determination, when a thing goes wrong, NO CONFIDENT, i might be giving up... then later on new different thought or dream is appeared again, then i tried to achieve, but every time might ended up with GIVE UP.....

=）

~我的世界需要你的笑脸 沉默只会让人更遥远~
~你的笑容是恩惠 如世界难得那麽美~

~~

我不是不敢找她，
只怕又会闷到她。

我不怕她说我无聊，
只怕没话题跟她聊。

我不怕被她冷漠，
只怕她感到寂寞。

我不怕她打我骂我，
只怕她非常讨厌我。


[Yz's copyright] =)

nothing's blog 1

The night of doin integrated project again... find some sources... market demand and supply,process flow diagram... all those lame things... very...lame!!! i hate to find the information...coz many of those articles need to pay by USD... can find cannot read... ><
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tired leh... feel want sleep...
but before that go blogging...
reading him/her blogs... try to study about him/her...
i read then my mind is thinking...
what going on with u?
why were u feel so sad?
what were u think?
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and then harvest my tycoon game lo...
time spent like this... so fast...
i alwayz wasting time... i never sleep early than my roomate...
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kla...
finish blogging...
finish hasvest....
is time to bed!!!
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rainy night
i love it... very suit to sleep!!!
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tomoro class on 8am...
i tell myself "please don't late le"... later is my 1st day of class on 2010...
altought not 1st day of this semester but still is a brand new feeling....
gambateh.... ^^